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I don’t want to be an engineer
I tried so hard and got so far
And now I can’t decide
All my life I’ve given my career
These numbers in my head
Keep on spinning round and round, yeah

I can only guess
What’s right? Should I stay
Three more years
Just to waste away?
Become a slave to all these numbers?
It’s overdue, all this stress
Yet I say I’m fine…

Working overtime
Tryna finish this in time
Got myself into this mess
Can I really pass this test, yeah
XYZ yeah teach me how to breathe
I’m suffocating deep inside
I can’t deny just want to quit
All my life I failed…
To be the one to meet those expectations
All my life I tried…
Now all this stress to fill those answers

ABC finding all these numbers, numbers
Integrate differentiate
It’s getting old, yeah
543
Finding all these numbers, numbers
Calculate, no mistake
It’s getting old, yeah

I can only guess
What’s right? Should I stay
Three more years
Just to waste away?
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, all this stress
Yet I say I’m fine…

I don’t want to be an engineer
I tried so hard and got so far and now I can’t decide
All my life I’ve given my career
These numbers in my head
Keep on spinning round and round, yeah

I can only guess
What’s right? Should I stay
Three more years
Just to waste away?
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, all this stress
Yet I say I’m fine…

I don’t want to be an engineer
I tried so hard and got so far and now I can’t decide
All my life I’ve given my career
These numbers in my head
Keep on spinning round and round, yeah

I can only guess
What’s right? Should I stay
Three more years
Just to waste away?
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, all this stress
Yet I say I’m fine…

Working overtime
Tryna finish this in time
Got myself into this mess
Can I really pass this test, yeah
XYZ yeah teach me how to breathe
I’m suffocating deep inside
I can’t deny just want to quit
All my life I failed…
To be the one to meet those expectations
All my life I tried…
Now all this stress to fill those answers

ABC finding all these numbers, numbers
Integrate differentiate
It’s getting old, yeah
543
Finding all these numbers, numbers
Calculate, no mistake
It’s getting old, yeah

I can only guess
What’s right? Should I stay
Three more years
Just to waste away?
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, all this stress
Yet I say I’m fine…

Somehow I’ve fallen down again
Got to pick myself before I fall again
Can’t keep myself from falling down
Floating aimlessly, I’m tired of all this work

Sitting on my desk
Got myself another test
I’m scared
Tryna catch my breath
Got to get myself in check
Oh well

Even though I tried, I’m not like the other girls
Anxiety is pulling me, I’m too afraid to let it go
All the other girls seem to have it figured out
Someone tell me how
Just procrastinate and let it go

If only I could guess
What’s right should I stay
Three more years just to waste away
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, it’s overdue, yet I say I’m fine

Working overtime
Tryna finish this in time
Got myself into this mess
Now I got to pass this test yeah
XYZ yeah teach me how to breathe
I’m falling underneath got to get myself another day
All my life I tried
To be the one to fill those expectations
All my life I failed
Now all that’s left is all too much now

Sitting on my desk
Got myself another test
I’m scared
Tryna do my best
That’s what everybody says
Oh well

Even though I tried, I’m not like the other girls
Anxiety is pulling me, I’m too afraid to let it go
All the other girls seem to have it figured out
Someone tell me how
Just procrastinate and let it go

If only I could guess
What’s right should I stay
Three more years just to waste away
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, it’s overdue, yet I say I’m fine

Somehow I’ve fallen down again
Got to pick myself before I fall again
Can’t keep myself from falling down
Floating aimlessly, I’m tired of all this work

I think I saw a ghost that day
Come and take a closer look yeah
Just another ghost that day
Come and take a closer look yeah
It’s been a while
I’ve been losing touch
Of all the things that changed
If only I had tried for just a bit more

Losing my sleep, falling too deep
Calling it quits now
All of these things, got me suffering
Calling me dream(king?) now
Take me away, take me away
I’ve been alone girl
All of these things, got me suffering
Calling me dream(king?) now

La la la la laaaa la la
La la la la laaaa la la

I think I saw a gh-

At first sight, the image says “supernatural human”.

However when the brightness is increased, the full text becomes visible:

ANXIETY

A supernatural force that stops us from being human

I don’t want to be an engineer
I tried so hard and got so far
And now I can’t decide
All my life I’ve given my career
These numbers in my head
Keep on spinning round and round, yeah

I can only guess
What’s right? Should I stay
Three more years
Just to waste away?
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, all this stress
Yet I say I’m fine…

Working overtime
Tryna finish this in time
Got myself into this mess
Can we really pass this test, yeah
XYZ yeah teach me how to breathe
I’m suffocating deep inside
I can’t deny just want to quit
(Note: at this point code appears on screen)
All my life I failed…
To be the one to meet those expectations
All my life I tried…
Now all this stress to fill those answers

ABC finding all these numbers, numbers
Integrate differentiate
It’s getting old, yeah
543
Finding all these numbers, numbers
Calculate, no mistake
It’s getting old, yeah

I can only guess
What’s right? Should I stay
Three more years
Just to waste away?
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, all this stress
Yet I say I’m fine…

I don’t want to be an engineer
I tried so hard and got so far
And now I can’t decide
All my life I’ve given my career
These numbers in my head
Keep on spinning round and round, yeah

I can only guess
What’s right? Should I stay
Three more years
Just to waste away?
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, all this stress
Yet I say I’m fine…

Working overtime
Tryna finish this in time
Got myself into this mess
Can we really pass this test, yeah
XYZ yeah teach me how to breathe
I’m suffocating deep inside
I can’t deny just want to quit
All my life I failed…
To be the one to meet those expectations
All my life I tried…
Now all this stress to fill those answers

ABC finding all these numbers, numbers
Integrate differentiate
It’s getting old, yeah
543
Finding all these numbers, numbers
Calculate, no mistake
It’s getting old, yeah

I can only guess
What’s right? Should I stay
Three more years
Just to waste away?
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, all this stress
Yet I say I’m fine…

At 10:21, part of a program is shown on screen, in Linowrite font with 0.26 letter spacing:

The code showcases usage of the MessageMedia NodeJS SDK, which is a JavaScript library for sending and receiving SMS and MMS.

With this context, it’s possible to recover the missing parts of the program:

const lib = require('messagemedia-messages-sdk');

var controller = lib.MessagesController;

let body = new lib.SendMessagesRequest();

body.messages = [];

body.messages[0] = new lib.Message(); 	 

body.messages[0].content = 'save me...';
body.messages[0].destinationNumber ='DQ5z14ighWwlag7y+cWFQg==';

controller.sendMessages(body, function(error, response, context) {
  if (error) {
    console.log(error);
  } else {
    console.log(response);
  }
});

The destination number is a Base64-encoded string. When decrypted using the same key used for Numbers, the phone number can be decrypted to a British phone number: +44 7537 130663. No further progress has been made.

Somehow I’ve fallen down again
Got to pick myself before I fall again
Can’t keep myself from falling down
Floating aimlessly, I’m tired of all this work

Sitting on my desk
Got myself another test
I’m scared
Tryna catch my breath
Got to get myself in check
Oh well

Even though I tried, I’m not like the other girls
Anxiety is pulling me, I’m too afraid to let it go
All the other girls seem to have it figured out
Someone tell me how
Just procrastinate and let it go

If only I could guess
What’s right should I stay
Three more years just to waste away
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, it’s overdue, yet I say I’m fine

Working overtime
Tryna finish this in time
Got myself into this mess
Now I got to pass this test yeah
XYZ yeah teach me how to breathe
I’m falling underneath got to get myself another day
All my life I tried
To be the one to fill those expectations
All my life I failed
Now all that’s left is all too much now

Sitting on my desk
Got myself another test
I’m scared
Tryna do my best
That’s what everybody says
Oh well

Even though I tried, I’m not like the other girls
Anxiety is pulling me, I’m too afraid to let it go
All the other girls seem to have it figured out
Someone tell me how,
Just procrastinate and let it go

If only I could guess
What’s right should I stay
Three more years just to waste away
Become a slave to all these numbers
It’s overdue, it’s overdue (muffled), yet I say I’m fine

Somehow I’ve fallen down again (I wonder what now?)
Got to pick myself before I fall again
Can’t keep myself from falling down (I wonder what now?)
Floating aimlessly, I’m tired of all this work

At 31:10, Malbolge code is visible (Malbolge is an esoteric programming language):

Transcribed code:

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When executed, the following output is printed:

falling falling…
stuck between human and artificial….
how long will I keep falling for?